An Angel's Wish

Living Forever May Be Death's Worst Cause...

Prologue - Conversation 'Now Or Never':

I Want You To Know Something
Something In My Heart I've Wanted To Tell
And It Might Sting
What? You Don't Care?
Can't You See The Tears In My Eyes?
Can't You See It's Something I Can't Bear?
You're An Angel Without A Halo
You Have A Heart And Yet You're Heartless
Have You Dropped Mine In Some Gallow?
Listen, I Know What This Looks Like
But It Isn't What It Seems
So Don't Tell Me To Go Take A Hike
So That's What You Want Me To Do, Eh? For Her?
Fine, I'll Leave
But I Know You'll Suffer

Epilogue - 'To Die Is A Blessing'

I Told You, Didn't I?
It Would've Been Easier For Everyone
So It's No Use To Cry
You Were Dying
And Yet You Didn't Want To
To Life, You Wanted To Cling
You Wished, And It's Granted
Live The Life You Wanted
But Believe Me If I Say You Were Better Off Dead
To Live And Yet Be Dead
Or To Be Dead And Yet Alive
Is A Misery, One Never Has Lead
To Die Is A Blessing
To Live Forever, A Sin
So Believe Me If I Am Forbidding

Wings

What IS Life?

Something I Just Wrote In Frustration...Crying Out To A World As Crazy As I Am...But Why??Why Do Things Happen,Which We Do Not Want To Happen??

Guess We'll Never Know...

*Ponders*

Life Is In All Its Glory
A Mystical Magician
Leading Us Astray
Its Power Empowering Us
Going The Wrong Way
Thinking That It's Right
Dream Of Flying
Dream Of Floating
Smelling The Flowers
At Your Feet
Gaping At The Birds
Over Your Head
Feel The Blood
Rushing Through Your Veins
Feel Your Heart
Beating Against Your Chest
See Not From The Eyes
Look Through Your Mind
Perceive What You Can Not
Confuse Yourself
That Is The Meaning
Behind The Meaning
What Is It?
Which You Can Not Understand
Who Is It?
That You Can Not Trust
Everything Is Life
Life Within Itself
You Just Have To Learn
How To Touch
The Inner Soul
Of True Beauty
Not Of The Face
But Of The Heart, And The Mind
That Is Where
Life Begins, And Ends

Awakening - Believe

God Is Watching Over Us, Protecting Us, Welcoming Us, Guiding Us, Listening To Us, Showing Us...
Have Faith. And Believe.

Sometimes, In My Dreams
I See Myself
Hiding From Something
I Do Not, Or Can Not, See
Sometimes, When I Close My Eyes
I See A Face
Smiling Up At Something
I Do Not, Or Can Not, Find
Sometimes, When I Laugh
I See The Bright Side
Of Things
Non-Existent Or Far Away
But Sometimes, When I Frown
I Only See Him
Someone I Can Not See
But I Know Is There

A Woman's Virtue

In Some Parts Of The World,A Woman Is Merely A Body Without A Soul Or A Mind Of Her Own.I Should Know...As I've Been To Those Parts Of The World - And Belong To It Too.

My Cryptic Divinity
Stolen From Me Without Prior Notice

My Unseen Virginity
Stolen From Me Without Shame

My Foreseen Love
Stolen From Me Without Pity

My Haunting Memories
Stolen From Me Without Disgust

A World Of Illusions
A Calamity Falls Upon Us

A World Of Dreams
Torture Stills Our Desires

A Man Sits On A Rock
Perceiving The Unperceived

A Woman Dies
Giving Birth To The Unborn

A Blind Man
Sees What The Unblind Can Not

A Deaf Person
Hears What An Undeaf Can Not

You Might Not Understand My Heart
Or My Heart's Desire

But It Is My Fate To Be Unheard
Even If I Make A Sound

To Be Unfelt
Even If I Try To Touch

To Be Dead
Even When I Am Alive